Solitaire

I just want you here,
in this dark room,
where I sit,
Alone.

I just want to,
hold your hand,
watch you smile,
maybe we could sleep,
for awhile.

Instead,
I sit alone,
awake,
I flip cards,
one by one.

and listen to the rain fall,
and watch the stars,
that shine,
at the very same time.

Baby,
I Just want you here,
because,
I am terrible,
at solitaire.